Saturday, June 8, 2019

Contemplating

As I sit here I think about my life, where did I go wrong? Was it my fault? Did I not give her enough love? Was I such a bad person that I deserved this? Is this karma for my past? Why not just take me? Why not make me suffer and have her be happy? I deserve to die, I deserve to suffer, I deserve the pain. She DIDN'T! SHE WAS PERFECT! My little angel was not at responsible for my mistakes, she deserves to live and enjoy life. Take me! Take my life! I am the fucked up one! I made the mistakes! I made people suffer! I hurt people! I deserve to die!
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