You didn't deserve this, I did and still do!!! Why you baby girl? You had some amazing ways, to help people feel better when they were down. Even strangers, you loved to help people, animals, everyone!! Why did you have to have this stupid disease? You were such a bright beautiful young lady. Why didn't that disease come to me? It should have taken me, killed me!! I hate this feeling I have everyday that I won't get to see you anymore and it kills me little by little that I have to live this fucking nightmare! I am so broken and I don't know how to continue to live, I am just here thinking all the time about you, what you should be doing, what we could be doing, how I can see your beautiful freckles, smile, your beautiful eyes you amazing radiance of the kindest little girl that has ever lived on this planet. I used to say that I was afraid of dying, now I say that I am afraid of living, living without you baby girl.!!!!
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